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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

communication through any means possible

THANK YOU! To all, everyone, everywhere who has supported me through this....
curious what I am up to? What life is like here? I shall quickly try to let you in through your computer screen, give you a little snippet of my world.

I usually wake up around 4:30am-5 
untangle myself from my mosquito net and say thanks be to God for life!! Drape something over my sticky body and walk out into the rising sun and shaking heat
next comes one of my most favorite parts of my day:
 the bucket shower.      So imagine a four concrete walls that stand only as tall as my shoulders... that is where i enter, undress and than look up at the rising sun and cool myself with gathered from our rain barrel.
If it did not rain the recently, Mary and I walk down the road and cross a highway,  to the local tap and fill up buckets and carry them back to the home on our heads. I suck at this. Locals laugh at me, because Mary who is about 2/3rds of my size, can carry a huge bucket, while I struggle, spilling all over myself to balance a medium sized pail.... she gracefully walks tall across the highway, and I try not to get hit by the rapidly encroaching buses and just keep this bucket from tipping over and blinding me. Basically it is a war against me, that bucket and becoming roadkill.
It's all good :)

So now nice and clean after  showering next to the birds and the trees, I dress and eat breakfast of plain white bread, which tastes better every day! My host family is very generous with me, and love to serve me gigantic portions. Despite their attempts to fatten me up, I have lost weight. Not too much, but I can feel it. Every once and a while I come into the capital city, hit up a grocery store (where lettuce costs about 10 Canadian dollars) and buy some chocolate for me and the kids at home. I keep some stored up and have it as my little indulgence!
Each morning I great the local Granny with an "I-e Ko!" and she says "I-aaayy!" and laughs as my precious attempts of making small talk in the local dialect. My memory fails me most of the time and I stand there trying to form sentences. Her warm smile and big laughs indicate to me that she appreciates my efforts :)
It is my goal to by the end of my stay to be able to have a real conversation with that lovely lady... and all the cool women here that I can never get past introductions with, because of the language barrier.
Some of the children around my home do not go to school, and have no english. One adorable girl named "Writa" has always been very shy around me, and would never respond to my "I-e Ko" greeting attempts. The other day we (me and my posy of six year olds) were playing hand clapping games, matched with songs. Than I decided to take it a step further and introduce some dance moves into the flux of snaps, slaps and song. The wee ones responded instantly and began to shake it with ease I envy! They began to sing songs they all knew. Next a few of them grabbed some sticks and began creating intricate rhythmns on everything and anything.... a few older kids came along and joined in the complex patterns of beat that were ever taking new turns...
and shy Writa started to dance, hard core, throwing everyone of her tiny muscles into it.... she had this huge smile on her face and confidence, and looked at me as if saying- come on girl, this is my territory! Writa who would never look me in the eye, never the less say hello to me, than grabbed my hand and slammed her hip against mine! She squeezed my hand tight and looked at me, telling me with her eyes to GET INTO IT! Loose it Woman and show me what yuo can do! 
So I did, or I tried too. I tossed my hair, partied between the beats with little Writa showing me what it means to be present, give it! and not give a shit what anyone else is thinking.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

here i am

 Good day reader, whoever you are wherever you are whatever you be I hope you are joyful in spirit.
I am well. Thank God! It has been quite a while since I last updated this... and has been an interesting and intense journey to this point. I was intending to go to Bosnia-Herzegovina, but am currently writing this in an air conditioned mall in Accra, Ghana. Long story short God has a very spontaneous and alarmingly vibrant sense of humour. Most of the time I try to join in on the laugh and go along with it. 
I have been here for fifteen days. Staying in a small rural village half an hour by wild taxi to the atlantic ocean. Every night I go to bed around 8:30pm and wake up around 5:30am. My sleeping habits alone attest to how different my life is lived on the grounds here, than home in Ontario.The sunrise and sunsets here are really subtle, they happen gradually with no intense colours, just pale black fading slowly to a very pale pink. Most nights I sleep well in the unimaginable heat but somenights, like last night, I can't sleep. I lay awake singing songs from the choir school I went to when I was little or in reflection about the days events.  I have been finding a lot of sweetness from singing lately, realizing more deeply how important song is to me. I like this:
"When you sing, you don't wonder whether or not singing is useful; you sing. That's how you are to pray." Hermann Hesse, Narcicuss and Goldmund.
When without my largest comforts: my family, Nick, friends, religious communities, farmiliar food, MacGuiness (loving canine companion) I rely a lot on song and my secret stash of chocolate in my room! Hahaha, I have been getting more into the rhythmn of life in this beautiful country, through connecting more with people through menial tasks. For example: holding a table steady as Mary, my host sister chops greens, or fanning the small fire as she stirs a pot of Bancou. Sometimes Mary calls me Madame Leigh, so I call her Madame Patience, her patience with me is incredible...
My host family is very generous and kind with me. I am learning some of the local language with jest and effort to wrap my mouth around the incredible sounds my host sisters are able to make. They laugh as I try to pronounce a word that is spelt "kpa" but to my white ear sounds like "bpang". Mary gets a riot out of it but is ceaselessly patient with me.
Been praying for increased gratitude the past six months or so, and cannot explain how thankful I have been feeling, been contemplating beauty/ugliness a lot too,
30 seconds left in the internet cafe, all for now. I am happy, healthy, and thoughtful... my love is with you all, thank you for everything.... Leigh
Hebrews 10:24-25
And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, 25 not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.
- from Idris' Bible
 
"than a wo/man... can dip into the lowest depths of the bloody, drunken chaos of life, and soil himself with much dust and blood, without becoming small and common, without killing the divine spark within himself, that he can err through the thickest darkness without extinguishing the divine light and creative force inside the shrine of his soil." Hermann Hesse, Narcissus and Goldmund